I was thinking today about how quickly January has gone by, and about the things God has been speaking to my heart. I wrote in my prayer journal on January the 7th, “Father, Let this new year be a year of change. Change in my heart, my life, and my mind.” I had no idea when I wrote that how quickly the changes would begin. Less than two weeks after praying this, Natalie and Joey announced they were moving. Not exactly the kind of change I had in mind, but God sees the big picture and I only get the thumbnail version.
So, now I am wondering what God has in store next. It seems as though He has begun to lay the ground work for other changes as well. Ashley (Hubby) and I have been discussing the possibility of putting Drama Queen back in school in the fall, and me going back to work. We had originally thought we would homeschool at least until she went to sixth grade, but now we are wondering if God has a different plan. If this is the direction God is leading us in, it will mean many new changes.
I am a little overwhelmed at the thought of dealing with all that goes along with putting DQ back in school, she has learning difficulties, and it can be a daunting task dealing with teachers and counselors to make sure her needs are being met. This was one of the main reasons we decided to homeschool in the first place, because they weren’t. She had great teachers, but our state’s educational system is very flawed, especially where kids with learning difficulties are concerned. So, we need to spend a lot of time in prayer before any decisions are made.
This journey we are on leads us down many different paths sometimes, and I for one, don’t usually like being taken out of my comfort zone. I have at times balked at the changes God has brought into my life, but this time I prayed for them, so I have no right to complain, do I? I need to find the joy in this journey God has me on and remember that my heart’s desire is to fulfill His purpose for my life.
Have a great Friday!