Yesterday, I came home from church, had lunch, and then as usual I sat down at the computer to work on lesson plans, do research, and study for this week’s homeschooling. I found a great website that had the information I was looking for, printed it off, and then proceeded to another site. While I was waiting for the site to download (DSL is not available where we live), I was reviewing the stuff I had already printed off and realized that I had inadvertently missed a page that I needed.
When I finished with the site I was on, I typed in the address of the website I needed to go back to. It didn’t come up except as a group of other sites, so I tried again and the same thing happened. After the third try and getting the same results, I decided to try one of the groupings of sites to see if I could get to the website I needed. I looked carefully at the names of the sites, chose the one that looked the most harmless and clicked on.
As I waited for it to download I was reading over some of the things I had printed off and when I looked up, lo and behold, there were very inappropriate pictures on my computer screen. Needless to say, I clicked away as fast as I could. I sat there in disbelief, this had never happened to me before. I have heard all kinds of stories about this sort of thing occurring, but I have tried to be very careful, and had not experienced this. Granted, it could have been much worse, it was mild compared to some things I’ve heard about from other people, but I was still shocked and dismayed.
Whatever happened to decency?!! I don’t understand how we have allowed our society to become so perverted that this sort of thing is now prevalent on television, in movies, and on the Internet. Who are the people that perpetrate such garbage, and why do these young women degrade themselves like that? I’m sure money is probably one of the main reasons, if not the number one reason.
My heart is broken over these precious lives that are being ruined. Whether they chose this life for themselves or not, they are God’s creation and He certainly did not intend for them to be exploited like that! These women are someone’s daughters and granddaughters, sisters, and friends. They are of value to Him and to those that love them.
I know that I can’t do much about the condition of our world as a whole, but I can do something to change my corner of the world. I can pray and be open to whatever God has for me to do. Maybe God allowed this to happen as a wake up call for me, it’s very easy to get caught up in daily life and become complacent about the condition of the world around me.
I live a fairly sheltered life by choice because I don’t want to be exposed to such things, but I don’t want to stick my head in the sand and miss opportunities to minister to those that are lost and hurting when God brings them my way. I want to be open to whatever God has for me to do, to paraphrase Samuel – Speak, Lord, I’m listening!
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